HTHT with bestie

Sorry for not updating this bog. Been caught up with a few things like family gatherings. So yesterday i met up with Asri and we sat at pasir ris macdonalds till late. 

We talked about a lot of stuff including the people in the aj community. We gossiped about people like Jerome. Whats so special about him? He looks no different from an ordinary kid. Yes cute but to worship over him its like ridiculous. Ah well if im not mistaken he claimed to be flutist back then and then from there he promoted himself. 

The Aj is really small yes but they are disgustingly superficial. Even they look for similar built friends or someone of an interest to them. What can we do? Just stay strong i guess.

Internship ending

Well my internship is ending and I need to find something new to do. What can I do I wonder? That old man is still annoying me towards the end but he has learnt to shut the fuck up. Im going miss some of then. Celine and Grace. Im not gonna see hottie Chris also hahaha .

Anyway I have deleted grindr cause its pointless! All that talk to me are despos and no many people reply me also. Haiz, I wonder if theres a place for an ugly Aj guy like me.

Asri has been getting a new date as always and thats why hes busy. What to do when your best friend is dating? Just watch till the next break up.

Attached or not

I have this theory..in the aj circle. hardly any real relationships can last. Its always a transient period because as much I am aj..theres no ultimate goal compared to a straight relationship, eg marriage children.

So whats the point of getting attached if you know deep down you are one day going to break up due to all lot of factors.

It does not help that guys are superficial and have a high tendency to cheat and go for someone else. It seemed over the years there are generally 2 kind of people. One who always are attached and the ones who are never attached for long periods. Thats all for my rants today.

Massage experience

After hearing so much from my friends I decided to give massage a try. So i visited this place around the town area. It was sleazy and located on the second floor of a shophouse. But inside was nicely renovated. The welcome me like a boss calling my sir and all. But my heart sank when I saw the therapists. They are nothing more than male prostitutes. One by one they paraded in front of me. There were about 8 of them. I finally chose this guy Richard.

I was brought into the room for shower and then the massage started. It went well and soon he began to tease me around that area. Thats when after the massage he began to ask me for special services. He was indeed cute and my type and i told him to strip abd give me a handjob. It was $50 though.

I came not long after and then i took a shower. Afterwards we chatted a bit and i found out hes from KL. But its so sad they had to do this for a living. :/

Stay home fri night

Ah wells its a stay home friday night. Everyones out excpet this loser here. Azri is enjoying himself at Tantric and Taboo. I hope he is fine.

Cant connect

So things didnt work out between me and Jason. He is just too clingy and desperate to be attached. He will massage me every hour to ask where I am. I feel that Im watched. Plus he is from ITE so i dont think I can connect much..There were time where his grammar totally failed.

Azri didnt agree as well. He thought Jason was cui so he was instigating me to break up.

Awful night

Feeling slight headache now. Yesterday was such a horrible night. Went drinking at Outbar with some of my friends. Then they gave me a few shots of tequila till I was soo drunk. What was worse was broke the jug one of my friends ordered. It was soo embarrassing. I couldnt remember much but Jason had to pay $5 for the jug.

I think I puked a few times outside maxwell as well. Thanks to those who took care of me. I hope no one got injured cause of the shards.

I stayed over and Jason's place cause he was worried I was too drunk to go home on my own.