Hi guys, I am feeling emo so Im gonna rant a bit on my past. Well being flamboyant and indian was never an easy thing. It doesnt help that Im overweight as well. Well, i had been given a lot of nicknames. Fat gay, gay apuneneh. Name it. I didnt see it as bullying. I see it as a part of me.Coming from an all boys sec school, being flamboyant is a no no. Well everyone prefers be friending the cool sporty guy, not the interact club fat guy.
Well, have i tried to slim down etc etc? Yes but I failed a lot of times. I tried exercises and eat less but nothing worked out. I lost 10kg during bmt it wasnt for long. In my unit maybe people didnt like me so I did down pes after an injury and posted as a clerk at cmpb. That place is full of AJs but I was never one of them I guess. I was alone except for a few friends. Sometimes its funny how some pepple expect fat people to be funny but im not that sort.
Well, I guess Ill be a loner for the rest of my life world.
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