Trevvy chat

It was a boring night and I felt bored so I logged on to trevvy's IRC or they called it sgboy chat. If I heard right, trevvy used to be called sgboy.com. So as usual, there are plenty of people looking for fun and some even selling poppers. I was merely looking for some people I can talk to but well, its so hard to find a genuine friend using that medium. That night I became boy20. I scrolled down the list of peope in the IRC forum. I clicked on NSF19 and said hi.

The reply came quite promptly. "stats seek?" Thus I replied "20,175, 84, M. friends"  For those who are not familiar, the first refers to my age, the second one is my height, the third is my weight and last one is my race. Im not actually Malay. Im Indian Muslim yet due to my religion I tend to associate myself with being Malay and spoke it as well.

No response. I said "Yourself?" I waited for a moment yet there is no reply. Which means one thing. REJECTED. The gay world is harsh in that way I feel. I scrolled through and there's another person called action_23 messaging me. "Hi seek fun?" I politely replied no and continue to scroll down. I saw someone called "Student21" and without thinking messaged him "Hi seek stats?" he replied. "21 176 60, M. Friends/LTR" So I introduced myself and the next thing he asked was for a pic. I hated to give others my pictures because I had always felt insecure a bout my looks. Most of the times, I received no replies after giving my picture to them. I hesitated for a while before passing him a link to my photo. I then asked him for his. No reply also after a few minutes.

"Hi 45, 168 75 mature chi. U mind?" Rexon12 messaged me. Im always uncomfortable with making friends with matured people but that night, I continued talking to him. I then found out he is married with 2 kids. He seemed to make a lot of sexual suggestions during our conversation and I repeated declined to meet him even though he told me he'll willing to drive to my place. I ignored him after a while and saw a few more other messages which includes masseurs promoting their services.

I gave up after an hour because no one was sincere enough to be friends.